Well, here goes nothing...

Gosh, how to start this off... I've always wanted to really be dedicated to a blog. I've had a couple throwaways, but for some reason, I felt really compelled to make this one. I guess I just really need a way to let out how I feel about the world around me, you know? If you're reading this, you're basically my talking (or typing, whichever you prefer) journal. Unless you're a baby that can't talk but can miraculously read. In that event, how did you get on the internet in the first place? But anyways, a little bit about me. I'm a teenage guy, In case you couldn't tell by the title. Not too old, but I'm not going to disclose my age or location at any point. I go to an advanced school, so call me smart, I'm really not. I LOVE music, not mainstream junk, more out of the way stuff, like Jimi Hendrix and Linkin Park (Those guys are my idols!!!) and I'm huge on both sports and video games. Especially video games. Sometimes I'll just go off ranting about the latest Assassin's Creed video or whatever (Just ask my friends!) So far, I live a pretty stable life with a lot of great friends. One of them is what I think inspired me to start this, because hers is great. Like her, I'm going to refer to people (Including myself) in their initials, or first initials for privacy reasons. I do actually not have a crush at the moment, in case you're wondering. Strange for a teenage guy, I know. It's a long story. I also don't have very high self esteem, and I think it's because I have some serious issues when it comes to approval. I always want people to like me, especially older people at my school, and you know, I don't always do so good. You always hear people talk about how you shouldn't let people's opinions get you down, but my biggest flaw is that I do. It's more important than almost anything to me to have everyone think of me as a cool guy. And you know, you can't always satisfy people, so I get down on myself sometimes. Gosh, I feel like I'm ranting already. If anyone is reading this, I appreciate it, it's nice to have someone to talk to.